Some Say "Victory Lap". I, On the Other Hand Feel More Defeated.

     My original plan was to get the hell out of this school, this town, maybe even this province. I was going to move far away, get a job (maybe two) and save up for college. Unfortunately for me that isn't going to happen. I sat down with my lovely guidance counsellor, Mr. Dertinger, and realized I have taken absolutely NOTHING that has to do with my career path and to be quite honest, my marks this year suck. No college is even going to look at my application, it would make a better kleenex.

     So my final decision is to come back. Reluctantly. I am so not happy about it but oh well. I took coop which might move my college application from a kleenex to maybe a coffee mug coaster. I also took 3 classes that contribute to my career path, so thats also good.
     Now all thats left is better grades. Since I got arrested and suspended, my mother has been cracking down the whip. I've completed many assignments from months and months ago. I have to say, it feels much better now that I have all that stuff handed in and I hope it brings my marks up a hell of a lot.
     I guess it won't be that bad, I can't really imagine myself living by myself yet anyways and not going to school. I just kinda wish it was somewhere either than here.